I am right now on a flight to Winnipeg for work. I use to really enjoy these excursions but right now all I can think about is my baby boy. It is funny how the mind works. While I am away from him at work all day and on the rare occasion I am not home until 7-8pm but I cope. Right now I am not coping well because I know that I wont see him tonight. I wont see him tomorrow etc etc.
How to deal? Well there are all kinds of different coping mechanisms but there really isn’t anything that will take away the desire. I miss my little guy, and I will miss him until I see him again in a couple days. But alas in order to occupy my mind and not dwell on the missing, I am keeping myself busy. Busy by typing out this blog, busy by watching a movie and busy by chatting in up with my co-workers.
But when I am missing him extra, I am simply checking out a picture of my sweet boy. Thinking about all the sweet sounds he makes, and thinking about how he looks like an angel when he sleeps.